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talktoolooseI am being an asshole now. Even as I write this. Still.
There is somebody I should call and say, "Sorry, I didn't mean it. I'm not going to get together with you. I have too many issues about the meeting and I have a pejorative and unfounded lack of faith in your ability to understand these issues."
But I'm not calling. I'm just living with being an asshole. You know when I tell people that their friend/lover/parent is being an asshole and disrespectful? That's me. Right now. Here: look at it.
And I'm probably not going to do anything to clear it up today either. I have my reasons and I know my issues. But I'm not going to deny that this is what I am doing. That this is what I'm being.
There is somebody I should call and say, "Sorry, I didn't mean it. I'm not going to get together with you. I have too many issues about the meeting and I have a pejorative and unfounded lack of faith in your ability to understand these issues."
But I'm not calling. I'm just living with being an asshole. You know when I tell people that their friend/lover/parent is being an asshole and disrespectful? That's me. Right now. Here: look at it.
And I'm probably not going to do anything to clear it up today either. I have my reasons and I know my issues. But I'm not going to deny that this is what I am doing. That this is what I'm being.
