To tell the truth, I crave coddling. I just don't really believe I deserve it and people shouldn't be wasting their time on me.
I was at a naughty party in September and two guys basically pampered and pleasured me for like half an hour with the explicit requirement that I not try to reciprocate. I loved it and it terrified me and made me feel guilty.
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Date: 2006-11-08 04:42 pm (UTC)Actually, I'm less embarrassed by coddling than I used to be .... ;-)
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Date: 2006-11-08 09:31 pm (UTC)I was at a naughty party in September and two guys basically pampered and pleasured me for like half an hour with the explicit requirement that I not try to reciprocate. I loved it and it terrified me and made me feel guilty.